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i have a new addiction. my addiction is fixing me. i am done feeling sorry for myself. the what ifs, the should haves, the if only i hads. Now all i have is what i will become. What I choose to see when i look at myself. i have let my ass get as big as its gonna get. Sitting on it tends to make one forget what it looks like. tends to hide it from ones own eyes. well no more. i am taking control of my insecurities and kicking their ass everyday at the gym and i feel fantastic! everyday i make myself become more addicted then yesterday. what an awesome feeling of acomplishment to not be hungover but completely high from working out! its amazing!when my body is fixed my mind will follow. i have a new trainer and its me. i will get my body in shape and educate my mind. blah blah blah i am rambling just very excited to see the new slave in me everymorning when i wake up. She gets a little healthier and a little more confident. have only one more addiction that i want to kick and thats nicotine. no drugs in 8 months no drinking in 5 weeks and soon i will add no smoking....cheers to a new me....giggles please dont misunderstand this blog. its not meant to sound like i am totally all about"me". just really all about healing and fixing the broken me, take care, naughty
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