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  • |06/26/2010 10:27 pm
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  a letter to whom it concerns: i wanted to write this letter to those of you that have read my blogs. i seem to be getting reactions to these letters. i want to say first off thank you for your interest in my writing. however i need to clear some things up. i do not feel sorry for myself. The letters that i write to me are simply my way of learning about me. I am on a path of self discovery instead of my usual path of self destruction. Now maybe its my style of writing that is confusing most. i dont know. i can say this...i do not feel sorry for myself. it was a matter of cause and effect. the cause was my bad behavior and the effect was loosing Him and my release. its just that simple. i am working very hard to correct the behavior that has lead me here and that is what has lead to my writing. So please forgive me if i dont write well and have lead anyone into believing i am looking for hugs and kind words. i am not. i am simply changing my behavior and it takes alot of looking in the mirror. i have been doing this for sometime now but it seems that its like an onion. everytime i think i understand"me" i have to peal away another layer. with peeling back the layers comes alot of crying and heartache. However it is what i need to do to become a better person. Everyone may not understand my devotion to someone that has released me but thats ok. everyone may not understand my extreme love for Him and my unwillingness to replace Him...thats ok too. i am just me, and i am trying to be the best me that i can. So again, thank you for your interest in my writing. Thank you for all your advice and your comments, both good and bad. Please try to understand that this is my tool to correct me...take care, naughty