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  • |03/15/2010 04:57 pm
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  i am considered to be a slave. i question this given when put to the extreme levels of submission i failed. i do however know that i am truly submissive. the websters defines a slave as follows:(1).a person who is owned by another person and has no freedom at all. (2)a person who is completely controlled by a habit or influence (3) a person who works very hard at something. given these definitions, i am not just submissive but i am a slave. the question then becomes in my mind, am i a worthy slave? Am i worthy of a Masters time, His ownership? this slave takes a look in the mirror and answers no i am not. what if anything do i have to offer a Master/Dom? All i have to offer is my complete devotion and my submission for what its worth. This slave tries very hard to have no hard lines. when given direct orders i try very hard to carry them out the best way i can. Sometimes that means i didnt do it correctly because i am still very young in this lifestyle. this slave has a very stubborn streak that i have to fight with to release the power to the owner. i am stubborn in self preservation. example of this is exposing my naked body. this is a very hard line for me. however the submissive in me is very needy of approval. through the journey of being owned i discovered that the need to please out ways my self preservation. this slave has a strong need and desire to be a "good girl". this slave performs at her highest level of submission when praised for even the littlest of tasks. This slave performs badly when there is a lack of attention. i will let my mind run wild when not attended to. my  mind tends to run in full circles when left alone of jealousies and suspicions. my thoughts run wild until eventually, if left alone long enough,i will eventually return to my submissive side. So i have come to the conclusion that i am a high maintenance slave. i require alot of attention, appoval and love to perform at my best level of submission which makes for a hard sale to an owner. it requires alot of time on His part, alot of work which i could burn someone out rather fast. however if the right owner had that kinda of devotion to His slave, i could be His most prized possession. this slave has alot of love and passion that just needs to be controlled and released.