diary of Naughty...slumber party

It's 6 pm and this time tomorrow i will be at His house. It will be O/our first sleep over. Imagine that a slumber party with your Master. i will be staying with Him for a little over a week this first time. i must admit i am a bit nervous.

Today on my slave-do-list...was packing for His house. i of course put this off not knowing what to take...looking around i think what will i need for a week...going through my closet was a task in itself. You know how when you are going on vacation packing your clothes is always hard. Do i look good in this or that...will i look sexy if i go out where this...will i need tampons..extra saddles,,perfume? Well going through ones closet thinking will He approve of this or that is a lot harder. my choice of clothes in the past are ..well..lets put it this way..slutty! Everything i own shows my cleavage and i do mean everything. This of course is not on the list of His way of dressing me. He is more reserved and classy...sighs...so needless to say there is not much to pack. i have started collecting clothes of His liking but it is a slow process.

So on the bed goes my dresses and different tops and pants..an assortment of bras and thongs (only allowed to wear them one week a month) jam pants and some big t-shirts.Hoping this will be enough, i pick up the pile and take it to the truck. i did remember that i am a weird one and have a favorite bath towel..the long beach one i bought in Hawaii...i also have a new favorite coffee cup with Eeyore on it..love Winnie the pooh :) so i remember to get these things in the bag.

Putting all my things in His house this afternoon was such a weird feeling...thinking back at my past i can't believe i am actually doing this.i will be living with Master..panic stricken for a moment i sit down to take it all in...wonder how different it will be when i do not have to leave.,..what if i get on His nerves and He puts me in the dark room in the garage. What if i snore all night and He gags me..if i kick Him, He will bind me..holy hell i hope i sleep quiet and still.

So tomorrow is the big day...as excited as i am, i am equally nervous...wishing myself luck..i head for the shower....