Diaries of Naughty..Valentines Day for Master part 2

Well it is time to get ready so i head for the shower,thinking the hot water will calm me down. Trying to put on my make up i smear mascara across my cheek. Standing there looking in the mirror i cant believe i have just done this.Is this how it is going to play out. Laughing at myself i hit the road.

i take the route i always take thinking i will be there soon. But oh hell no..traffic is horrible. Music blaring as loud as i can get it, i watch the clock nervously. i am starting to panic because i am running out of time to have this dinner cooked when He walks in the door.Traffic finally breaks and i make it there by ten after Five. Master is usually home by six and i still have to preheat the oven. It takes forty five minutes to cook this fish.

While the oven preheats i run to change. i have brought two nighties over. One is bright red but makes my ass look bigger then the other one and given He was just teasing me about it..well i went with the purple one with flowers. it looks better with the pink collar anyways.

Yay! Master is running late. While talking to Him on the phone i start lighting the candles. How pretty it all looked. i made the salads in clear bowls and set them on the double plates.Now hopefully the salmon wont screw up,after all i did a practice run of this at home. i made the exact dinner in the afternoon so that i would be prepared for any mistakes. 

i hear the garage door beep. Omg He is home. i quickly pull the little door rug over and kneel in the Gor  slave greeting position.Now we do not practice their ways but i thought i should do something a little different so with the help of a friend the other night..that is the position we chose. So i am waiting for Him when my foot starts to cramp. i couldn't believe it, why the hell is my foot cramping and holy hell am i getting old. Thankfully it passed and i was sitting proper and still when He walked in.

Master smiled at the sight of the table. He told me how pleased He was with it all....We sat and ate dinner in candle light. It was so nice...oh and the salmon was screwing with me. It didn't look the same as the one i cooked at home,but it turned out perfect. Master enjoyed His dinner and His chocolate treats.

i was so happy it was all going smooth. i told Master i had a present in the living room for Him. He was so happy when He saw it and told me i had done good. i had ended up playing the radio because i couldn't find the button Red told me about..i was thinking the whole time where the hell is that repeat button :)

Note to self..do not feed Master a huge dinner and expect Him to lay on a flat massage table (giggles). Master and i pushed the table to the side and i blew out the candles. i sat at His feet and rubbed them while watching tv. He loved His heart shaped cake and all the things i had done.

This was a wonderful Valentines Day spent with a wonderful Master and i enjoyed every minute of it. The best part is...it is reality and in reality shit happens to change our plans a bit..shake things up.So although we didnt use the table tonight, we will get plenty of use out of it. The most important thing was that Master was happy with the things i had planned and in the end that is all that matters.

Blows Master a kiss....Happy Valentines Day, Master! Kisses xxx

Diaries of Naughty..Valentines Day for Master

Well it is O/our Valentines Day...although Master doesn't know it.:) Last week i finally figured out what i wanted to do. i wanted this to be something He would never forget..something special.However when planning this night i had no idea that my nerves would be so out of control. So to calm myself so that i don't throw up i thought i would write in my diaries...

While rubbing His back and trying to work around the bed, it occurred to me that the best thing to get Him and me would be a massage table. So i started the search on craigslist and i found one in great shape for very little. Over the top excited, i asked my friend if i could stash this at her house so that i could build this surprise night of pampering.So begins the planning.

Master has to have sugar free deserts. i remembered the sugar free bakery a couple miles away. So i decided i would stop by and find Him something yummy for after dinner.The lady there was so aggressive that i ended up buying a chocolate heart cake with cherries and whip cream on top that says Happy Valentines Day. So of course, now i am thinking what if He doesn't like cherries.sighs i did get a couple of the turtles He likes so if the cake is a bust, i should be ok.

So what to do for dinner...i remembered that i promised to make Him salmon like i had when i was growing up. The other day i found a place that sells fish that doesn't make you question if you will live or die eating it...so off to the store. i decided that salmon,rice, and romaine salad would be perfect for dinner.

Now for the details...i want to cover all the little details so last week  i went  to the store. i found every thing i needed hopefully. i did consider flowers but the last time i left Him a flower He went all quiet. So i thought candles would be a nice back ground for both dinner and the massage.

Now i had planned to have a weekend of pampering for Him starting with Friday..but of course i couldn't tell Him so plans were changed. i did manage to get in some trouble this weekend so this makes my nerves even more frazzled. Leave it to me to screw up right in the middle of something i had been planning.

This morning i thought i better get most of this set up so that i am not trying to do it all when He gets home. Taking everything inside a thousand thoughts are going through my mind. What if He doesn't like the dinner? What if He is not in the mood for any of this and just wants to relax watching t.v. when He gets home...holy hell i would die a thousand deaths.

Laying my nighties and pink collar in the guest room,i start putting things together. i washed and prepared the salmon just like mom use to do,covered it and placed it in the fridge with the salad and cake. Going to the closet i find the navy place mats and flowered linen napkins to match. Starting to panic i search for the napkin rings...thankfully i remembered they were in the new desk. Just like before i set the place mats with the rings and silverware.Standing in front of the table i start to shake. Damn it my nerves are out of control. Pulling out the candles and heart metallic confetti i begin to work on the details.

Master has clear dinner plates so i decided how cute would it be to double stack them with the hearts in between. Oh it looks so cute...i set the tall red candle pillars on the table with the little plate of chocolate clusters. Behind the table and on the desk near the kitchen i placed the little plates with the heart tea light candles and sprinkled confetti.Kitchen looks perfect...

my mouth starts to get dry and the shaking is becoming more intense...time to set up the table. Moving the coffee table to in front of His "spanking chair" i set up the table. i remembered there was a black sheet in His linen closet that would be perfect with a small pillow underneath it. Placing the large plate of tea lights on the coffee table and two small plates above the fireplace, i curse myself for not knowing how to use His fireplace...i can build a real fire but this was gas. i wonder to myself if the Adel cd i bought would be good background music or did i make a mistake? What if i am in the middle and the cd ends? Would this ruin the moment having to stop because my planning wasn't perfect? 

Looking at the house i have to run for water. my nerves are now so bad off i am almost throwing up. i have never done this sort of thing before and i am not sure how He will respond to it. Will He think it is all too much? Is this even appropriate for a slave to do for a Master or is this too romantic?

So here i sit watching the clock thinking what if i mess this all up...what if my head starts to sweat while giving Him the message? what if i burn the damn fish and ruin His dinner.What if all the little heart tea lights don't want to burn like they should? Do i light them all  before He gets there and if so what if they burn out while He is eating?

So i have learned something about myself through all of this...i am so not a switch! People have always said they see one in me but i know from just planning a romantic dinner and how  i am a bundle of nerves that i could never pull off a scene..

Wishing myself luck,i head off for the shower to prepare His properties body.